Yesterday I walked alone along this path towards the city center as the car parking space is limited, its quite a far though but not as tiring as the low temp will cool u down, its something different with what we go through everyday in Malaysia but yea, I treat this as a lifetime experience, as what I have been dreaming since my childhood days where I wanted to live somewhere far far away from my home town and bieng indipendence, and now my wishes are begining to becoming true one by one Alhamdulillah..... anyway doesnt matter how beautiful or whatever glorious this country is I dont care, I still LOVE Malaysia.

Tajuk lagu: Kereta Hijauku (lagu sebenarnya Green eyes)

Honey you are a rock

Upon which I drive

And I come here to work

I hope you understand

The green car

Yeah the spotlight

Shines infront you
And how could

Anybody

Deny you
I came here with a load

And it feels so much lighter

Now I met you
Honey you should know

That I could never go on

Without you

Green car

Honey you are the sea

Upon which I float

And I came here to talk

I think you should know

That green car

You're the one that I wanted to find

And anyone who tried to deny you,

Must be out of their mind

Because I came here with a load

And it feels so much lighter since I met you
And honey you should know,

That I could never go on

Without you

Green car, green car, ohohoh...

Honey you are a rock

Upon which I stand(drive la tuhhhh).

carcarcarcarkahkahkekekek

When you try your best but you don’t succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep

Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can’t replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

Could it be worse

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below

When you’re too in love to let it go

But if you never try you’ll never know

Just what you’re worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down your face

And i…

Tears stream down your face

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down your face

And i…

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try

to fix you

Rupa orang baru lepas nangis sebab teingat Malaysia.....

Letter from Llandoch Hospital arrived for an appointment with the Ante Natal Clinic at the Ysbyty Athrofaol Cymru weeee apatuh...? orait it's Welsh mother tounge stands for University Hospital of Wales or we call it Heath Hospital, oraaittt..... the date given is on Thursday 1st Feb 2007 at 3 pm. So please remember......

Once divided...nothing left to subtract...

Some words when spoken...can't be taken back...

Walks on his own...with thoughts he can't help thinking...

Future's above...but in the past he's slow and sinking...

Caught a bolt 'a lightnin'...cursed the day he let it go...

Nothingman...Isn't it something? Nothingman...

She once believed...in every story he had to tell...

One day she stiffened...took the other side...

Empty stares...from each corner of a shared prison cell...

One just escapes...one's left inside the well...

And he who forgets...will be destined to remember...oh...oh...oh...

Nothingman...Isn't it something? Nothingman...

Oh, she don't want him...

Oh, she won't feed him...after he's flown away...

Oh, into the sun...ah, into the sun...Burn...burn...

Nothingman...Isn't it something? Nothingman...Nothingman... Coulda' been something...Nothingman...Oh...ohh...ohh...

Autumn kat Malaysia hehehhaahah

Depan Cardiff City Hall masa Autumn

Llandoch street

Rearview, towards the back alley. I wish.....

I wish I was a neutron bomb, for once I could go off.
I wish I was a sacrifice but somehow still lived on.
I wish I was a sentimental ornamnet you hung on The board,
I wish I was the star that went on top,
I wish I was the evidence
I wish I was the grounds for fifty million hands up raised and opened toward the sky.
I wish I was a sailor with someone who waited for me.
I wish I was as fortunate, as fortunate as me.
I wish I was a messenger, and all the news is good.
I wish I was the full moon shining off your camaro's hood.
I wish I was an alien, at home behind the sun,
I wish I was the souvenir you kept your house key on.
I wish I was the pedal break that you depended on.
I wish I was the verb to trust, and never let you down.
I wish I was the radio song, the one that you turned up,
I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish,
I guess it never stops.

We really missed Malaysia

These two small flags was collected from the roadside as it probably dropped from the windshield or bonnet as what usually patriotic patrons do on their car which is good but sadly when our beloved Jalur Gemilang laid down by the roadside and runover by vehicles and sometimes stepped by the oblivious pedestrians, sad really sad.

But anyway Malaysia is my country which I really love and nothing compares to it.

It's my life in the early morning of 2nd january 2007 after my Subuh prayer and my lovely wife is now on her eighth week pregnancy n still when shes awake for sure she will start throwing out n this is her second week of illness but anyway we both had seen the doctor last week n she said that this is normal n it shows that the baby inside is doing well, but i pity my wife as she cannot even wake up, futhermore to do her revision for her coming examination. but anyway the doc had assured us that that would be no problem as she can write a comfirmation letter of sickness to her school stating that my wife should be given an extension time so that her examination can be done in the next future time. last friday the 29th dec we had an appointment with the assigned midwife named Ruth Leonard a lovely friendly lady who will conduct my wife's pregnancy throughout untill the delivery day and the appointment letter will be arriving at our flat at round next week where we will be asked to attend something like our first antenatal screening test to do an ultasound scan to confirm how many weeks my wife's pregnancy is by now, to check if the baby's is beating and if there is more than one baby and a blood test to detect any dangerous infections and to detect blood group and blood rhesus and also to find out whether there are antibodies in the blood and the next thing is to check the blood condition so I hope my wife will be able to withstand the test and there will be no any negative results.