since monday we've been sick until today

aa

busy

hari ni permainan harris sampai.

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My heart to you

Specially to Mummy.....

I Love You Always

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Harris dah pandai tarik rambut and raba muka daddy and mummy

Harris wrestle his best friend

Yesterday

Today, not ready to be photographed I think....

Tomorrow, yeah..... I wrestle you.....

WALES RALLY GB

Cuba cari daddy

Thumb up for Subaru

Harris kata sejuk

Harris' rally car mummy as the driver and Harris co-driver

Citroen

Evo IX

Subaru Impreza

Ford Team

Peter Solberg

No. 8

Finishing Ceremony

Subaru Impreza WRX

Mitsubishi EVO IX

today we've finished moving things, from our old house to the new one, which is on the ground floor, reason being is it's easier for me to get you out to the car each morning, compare to the old house which is on the second floor (I think it't third floor la) with norrow stair well an a bit too dark, while carrying you it's much harder.

Harris tersangkut lagi kalini kat kopet plak..... tulaaa asyik terkelepet jee... kan dah sangkut...

Semalam kita pergi ke Bessemer Carboot harini baru rajin upload.....

Real traveller at such a young age..........

Upacara belah mulut (asam, garam dan manisan)

Upacara "koret hidon" masa sendiri

Upacaran "koret hidon" lagi keee.....

Geng 2 mummy aunty Neha, Mummy, aunty Sueraya and Aunty Ragdah

Kaum bapa

Manja Tok Umi tuuuu.....

Dah nak balik UK, masa di KLIA dengan aunty Sue, abg Ajwad and Ayesha

Daddy and Uncle Nizam

Mummy and Harris waiting terminal train

On the train to terminal

Harris le tuuuu nampak bosan jeeee.....

Daddy kena tinggal sorang2 kat UK lebih kurang tiga minggu, memang hell (duniawi) tapi memikirkan mummy nak servis lepas bersalin so daddy relakan Harris n mummy kelik jugak sebab nanti dah tua sakit sana sakit sini. Contohnya hari tu masa Harris baru lapan hari lahir, mummy (the three of us laa) dah kena travel jauh to Heathrow Airport jemput Tok Umi n Aunty Nita (17th August), biasanya lapan hari is too early to get out of bed and to travel sebab peranakkan terlalu lemah lagi lepas tu masa tok umi ada di sini mummy banyak berjalan pergi rata riti (heheh klate tu...) carboot sale n others, so after all, that's y I allow mummy kelik lagi pun Tok Umi n Aunty Nita ada so things get easy laaa... and masa kat Heathow mummy ada request wheelchair service.

Lepas lebih kurang 10 hari Tok Umi n Aunty Nita kat Cardiff on 26th August (you were 17 days old) and after deciding to allow you and mummy to go back so we went to North Finchley, Northern London, at Aunty Subaida's house and on 27th (you were 18 days) we went to The Malaysian Embassy by London Underground for your passport, sikit punya susah ke dengan your pushchair dah tu sampai kat Green Park Station tangga punya la banyak n tinggi2 pulak tu. Lepas buat your passport sementara tunggu nak siap after 3pm kita pergi ke Trafalgar Square tapi Guard Changing tak ada hari tu so ramai orang yang tunggu awal-awal bersurai kecewa kebetulan kita sampai agak lewat so tak le kita tertunggu2, takpe nanti kita pergi semula ke situ, lepas tu kita berjalan ke Green Park lepak lepak buang masa nak ke memorial Diana mummy dah tak larat so kita just lepak kat bawah pokok besar menghadap water fountain kat situ. Mummy baring atas kerusi tu berurut kaki sebab sakit. Pukul tiga pergi ambil passport then balik ke rumah Aunty Subaidah on tube again. Petang tu Daddy kena balik semula ke Cardiff sebab esok tu Daddy kerja and to pick some more luggage yang kena inggal that day sebab dah penuh dengan penumpang. On thursday 30th August at 12 midnight (you were 21 days old) Harris and mummy together with Tok Umi and Aunty Nita took the flight to Malaysia leaving daddy here, it was so sad being apart with you and mummy I know I was a little bit too possesive I think? the moment I saw you and mummy disappearing into the crowd at the fast lane check in, I was broken into tears but no one know how I felt at that time but Allah. The saddest moment.

I'm here missing you and mummy I even talked to you photos and almost all the time I immitated your "khek khek kheeekkk" sounds to when I miss you. And when I'm on the phone with mummy I will make that sounds and you will respond to me only Allah know how I feel at that time. Actually in our plan (me and mummy) planned for my trip back to Malaysia on 27th Sept 07 as mummy had booked the flight earlier but mummy and daddy couldn't stand to be parted so long then I had the date changed (with GBP60 fees making it GBP630) to 21st Sept 07 almost one week earlier Alhamdullilah, it was so pleasing to know the fact that the date had changed and I'm gonna be with mummy you earlier than planned.

Then come the day waited, I'd driven again to Aunty Subaidah house and parked our car there stay over night at her house and leave early in the morning on of 21st Sept with three heavy luggage more than 35 kilos, four Koni absorbers and four Eibach springs (the heaviest) with presents from Kak Ani for her sis in KL and some of Harris's pullovers and just 2 or 3 pairs of my shirts I managed to get it into that inconvenient tube with my own pair of hands, it heavy mate..... but it's nothing compare to the happiness of getting home to meet mummy and you.

I arrived on 22nd Sept on Saturday noon taken to rumah Uncle Syed Aunty Nita as transit before taking AirAsia at LCCT at 3pm the same day, leaving those Konis and Eibach plus those presents (almost 20 kilos) the heaviest burden at their house, for us (three of us) will come and pick up later after with our car (later story). After a week in Kelantan we drove to Putrajaya to our house this is your first time being there. Sayangnya tak banyak gambar while we were there, we were in Putrajaya for almost a week for your visa application which is proven to be useless coz it was just the same price to pay compared to do it in UK itself, you were by the time was around 2 and half month old but sadly you was a bit groggy and your stomach bloated (kembung) the first night you were crying hard until you asleep maybe because our car should have the absorbers changed before we traveled in it but apa boleh buat semua parts tinggal kat Cyberjaya kat rumah Aunty Nita. On the way back you were brought back to KB with flight with Mummy Na, and mummy and daddy drove back alone and we were parted again for almost 6 hours and mummy started missing you and this is her first time you were away from her. On the first Hari Raya again Harris traveled a long journey to Penang from KB, on the way to Penang you were ok but later on the way back in mid way somewhere in Jeli you started crying non-stop and loud after you were given some medication and then you calmed down until you fell asleep I think this was because of your stomach bloated again.

After Raya on 19th Oct 2007 (you were 2 month and ten day old) you were celebrated in majlis bercukur, in KB. Many guest came to see you and greeted you and as usual you were so "berjurus" without any problem no crying and all, you just stared at everyone with you dahi berkerut (your trade mark tuu...) and even tried to converse I'm proud of you Harris.

Two days after that majlis 21st October, was the day when you leave Malaysia for UK, and again you trevelled far (2 month 12 days old). Finally I want to declare you are a real traveller at a very young age.

GOING PLACES

Masa balik raya baru-baru ni..... gumbira tak terkira.....

Now at 1100pm the temperature shows 0 degree C outside.

Harris tersangkut atas perut mummy

weeeeeeeekkkkkkkk

Bahagia la tu..... daddy n mummy being around tuuuu..... daddy kata Harris tersangkut kat atas perut mummy la tuuuu......

Flu going on for the third day

It's getting colder.......... and I'm ill but job has to be accomplished.....

NICE SAD SONG

Nice sad song.....

A child arrived just the other day,
He came to the world in the usual way.
But there were planes to catch, and bills to pay.
He learned to walk while I was away.
And he was talking 'fore I knew it, and as he grew,
He'd say, "I'm gonna be like you, dad.You know I'm gonna be like you."

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, dad?"
"I don't know when,
But we'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."

My son turned ten just the other day.
He said, "Thanks for the ball, dad, come on let's play.
Can you teach me to throw?"
I said, "Not today,I got a lot to do."
He said, "That's ok."And he walked away, but his smile never dimmed,Said,
"I'm gonna be like him, yeah.You know I'm gonna be like him."

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, dad?"
"I don't know when,But we'll get together then.You know we'll have a good time then."

Well, he came from college just the other day,
So much like a man I just had to say,
"Son, I'm proud of you. Can you sit for a while?
"He shook his head, and he said with a smile,
"What I'd really like, dad, is to borrow the car keys.
See you later. Can I have them please? "

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, son?" "I don't know when,
But we'll get together then, dad.
You know we'll have a good time then."

I've long since retired and my son's moved away.
I called him up just the other day.
I said, "I'd like to see you if you don't mind."
He said, "I'd love to, dad, if I could find the time.
You see, my new job's a hassle, and the kid's got the flu,
But it's sure nice talking to you, dad.
It's been sure nice talking to you."

And as I hung up the phone, it occurred to me,
He'd grown up just like me.
My boy was just like me.
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, son?" "I don't know when,
But we'll get together then, dad.
You know we'll have a good time then."


Sad..........
and I hope this never happen to me...

health problem

Today me and my wife got flu which we got it tru Harris which got it tru somebody at Kak Salmah house but I still managed to go to work today and my wife kept on doing her revision and we

Pagi-pagi dah kena hantar ke rumah kak Salmah kat Riverside, sejuk plak tu..... kesian tambah tambah sekarang dah pandai nak mengelak bila nak ambik dari mummy Harris cepat -cepat peluk mummynya atau bila nak balut dengan Starwrap (swaddle tebal) dia gerenti dia nangis yang kesian gitu..... pastu dalam keta bad mood je..... termenung tengok keluar.

Harris bebel......

My Harris starts bebel at about 3 months old and this is one of the captured footages when hewas about 3 month and two days. Usually he bebel off camera coz if camera presents he will stare into it and start thinking and stop talking

MY GIRL

I've got sunshine on a cloudy day.

When it's cold outside I've got the month of May.

I guess you'd say What can make me feel this way?

My girl (my girl, my girl) Talkin' 'bout my girl (my girl).

I've got so much honey the bees envy me.

I've got a sweeter song than the birds in the trees.

I guess you'd say What can make me feel this way?

My girl (my girl, my girl) Talkin' 'bout my girl (my girl).

Hey hey hey Hey hey hey Ooooh.

I don't need no money, fortune, or fame.

I've got all the riches baby one man can claim.

I guess you'd say What can make me feel this way?

My girl (my girl, my girl) Talkin' 'bout my girl (my girl).

I've got sunshine on a cloudy day with my girl.

I've even got the month of May with my girl

CAUTION!!!!

My little HUGO BOSS is sleeping nobody is to disturb him.

(gambar masa 2 minggu)

Nice sad song.....

A child arrived just the other day,
He came to the world in the usual way.
But there were planes to catch, and bills to pay.
He learned to walk while I was away.
And he was talking 'fore I knew it, and as he grew,
He'd say, "I'm gonna be like you, dad.You know I'm gonna be like you."

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, dad?"
"I don't know when,
But we'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."

My son turned ten just the other day.
He said, "Thanks for the ball, dad, come on let's play.
Can you teach me to throw?"
I said, "Not today,I got a lot to do."
He said, "That's ok."And he walked away, but his smile never dimmed,Said,
"I'm gonna be like him, yeah.You know I'm gonna be like him."

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, dad?"
"I don't know when,But we'll get together then.You know we'll have a good time then."

Well, he came from college just the other day,
So much like a man I just had to say,
"Son, I'm proud of you. Can you sit for a while?
"He shook his head, and he said with a smile,
"What I'd really like, dad, is to borrow the car keys.
See you later. Can I have them please? "

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, son?" "I don't know when,
But we'll get together then, dad.
You know we'll have a good time then."

I've long since retired and my son's moved away.
I called him up just the other day.
I said, "I'd like to see you if you don't mind."
He said, "I'd love to, dad, if I could find the time.
You see, my new job's a hassle, and the kid's got the flu,
But it's sure nice talking to you, dad.
It's been sure nice talking to you."

And as I hung up the phone, it occurred to me,
He'd grown up just like me.
My boy was just like me.
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, son?" "I don't know when,
But we'll get together then, dad.
You know we'll have a good time then."


Sad..........
and I hope this never happen to me...

Nampak macam dah lama sangat tak update, mungkin aku terlalu sibuk maintain hidup ni kot pergi kerja balik kerja last update masa wife aku outstation kat Gregynog march lepas for 2 days 1 night and this time it seem to be alot longer over a month. Dalam sedar tak sedar dan memang aku sedar sentiasa aku dah ada anak la... lelaki, hero, lahir 090807 Khamis 659 am kat Heath Hospital (UHW) Wales. baru lebih kurang 21 hari lahir dah berjauhan rindu kat KREK KREK aku tu...... gambar dia kat atas.

Mengapa aku tak dapat melupakan Mu
Antara perjalanan
Suci menangkap waktu
Membuat aku rindu.......
Membuat aku rindu...........
Bukannya aku tewas dalam perjuangan
Membelai impian
Sebentar tadi aku
Lihat sinar matamu

Today you are away from me.....

I miss you.....

Nothingman

Once divided...nothing left to subtract...

Some words when spoken...can't be taken back...
Walks on his own...with thoughts he can't help thinking...

Future's above...but in the past he's slow and sinking...

Caught a bolt 'a lightnin'...cursed the day he let it go...

Nothingman...

Isn't it something?

Nothingman...
She once believed...in every story he had to tell...
One day she stiffened...took the other side...
Empty stares...from each corner of a shared prison cell...
One just escapes...one's left inside the well...
And he who forgets...will be destined to remember...

oh...oh...oh...
Nothingman...

Isn't it something?

Nothingman...
Oh, she don't want him...Oh, she won't feed him...
after he's flown away...
Oh, into the sun...ah, into the sun...
Burn...burn...
Nothingman...

Isn't it something?

Nothingman...
Nothingman...
Coulda' been something...
Nothingman...

Oh...ohh...ohh...

esok 25 March 2007 is the official British summer time and flowers blooming as the sping time is on. it must be exciting though, last week I had a chance to go to the Cardif Blues Rugby Club which in the Valley area (kampung le tuh) cantik gila..... but I didn't bring along the camera.

And...... She smile.....

cantiiiiikkkkkk.......... ahhhh? apa yang cantik tuuu?

Its beautiful when she smile, and she made me smile too greeeaaaatttt........ ahh what a relief.....

nok gi kelas tapi ............................................ giiiigiiiiiiiillllllllllllllll

Yesterday I walked alone along this path towards the city center as the car parking space is limited, its quite a far though but not as tiring as the low temp will cool u down, its something different with what we go through everyday in Malaysia but yea, I treat this as a lifetime experience, as what I have been dreaming since my childhood days where I wanted to live somewhere far far away from my home town and bieng indipendence, and now my wishes are begining to becoming true one by one Alhamdulillah..... anyway doesnt matter how beautiful or whatever glorious this country is I dont care, I still LOVE Malaysia.

Tajuk lagu: Kereta Hijauku (lagu sebenarnya Green eyes)

Honey you are a rock

Upon which I drive

And I come here to work

I hope you understand

The green car

Yeah the spotlight

Shines infront you
And how could

Anybody

Deny you
I came here with a load

And it feels so much lighter

Now I met you
Honey you should know

That I could never go on

Without you

Green car

Honey you are the sea

Upon which I float

And I came here to talk

I think you should know

That green car

You're the one that I wanted to find

And anyone who tried to deny you,

Must be out of their mind

Because I came here with a load

And it feels so much lighter since I met you
And honey you should know,

That I could never go on

Without you

Green car, green car, ohohoh...

Honey you are a rock

Upon which I stand(drive la tuhhhh).

carcarcarcarkahkahkekekek

When you try your best but you don’t succeed

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep

Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can’t replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

Could it be worse

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below

When you’re too in love to let it go

But if you never try you’ll never know

Just what you’re worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down your face

And i…

Tears stream down your face

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down your face

And i…

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try

to fix you

Rupa orang baru lepas nangis sebab teingat Malaysia.....

Letter from Llandoch Hospital arrived for an appointment with the Ante Natal Clinic at the Ysbyty Athrofaol Cymru weeee apatuh...? orait it's Welsh mother tounge stands for University Hospital of Wales or we call it Heath Hospital, oraaittt..... the date given is on Thursday 1st Feb 2007 at 3 pm. So please remember......

Once divided...nothing left to subtract...

Some words when spoken...can't be taken back...

Walks on his own...with thoughts he can't help thinking...

Future's above...but in the past he's slow and sinking...

Caught a bolt 'a lightnin'...cursed the day he let it go...

Nothingman...Isn't it something? Nothingman...

She once believed...in every story he had to tell...

One day she stiffened...took the other side...

Empty stares...from each corner of a shared prison cell...

One just escapes...one's left inside the well...

And he who forgets...will be destined to remember...oh...oh...oh...

Nothingman...Isn't it something? Nothingman...

Oh, she don't want him...

Oh, she won't feed him...after he's flown away...

Oh, into the sun...ah, into the sun...Burn...burn...

Nothingman...Isn't it something? Nothingman...Nothingman... Coulda' been something...Nothingman...Oh...ohh...ohh...